Alhamdulillah..

Hmm.. Lately, my mood is so relaxing. Happy.. and easy..
^_^.. alhamdulillah.. Hmm.. This morning, my lovely sister, Ain, sent me a msg. I don't know how, but it seems like she knows what had happen to me, and she knows what to do. She only sent me this msg.

"Bila engkau memandang segalanya dari tuhanmu, yg menjadikan segalanya, yg menimpakan ujian, yg menjadikan hatimu sakit, yg mbuatkan keinginanmu terhalang dan menyusahkan hidupmu..
Pasti akan damailah hatimu krn bukan Allah sengaja mentakdirkan sesuatu itu dgn sia-sia..
Bukan Allah tidak tahu betapa deritanya hidupmu dan retaknya hatimu..
Tapi mungkin itulah yg Dia mahukan kerana dia tahu, hati sebegitulah lebih lunak dan mudah untuk dekat dan akrab denganNya.."


Hmm.. I just smile after i got the msg. U know what? My heart feels so easy, happy, and something that i cant really say about it. but i know i love that feeling. I reply her back, saying thank u for the msg. I know how she understands me so much. and she reply me back, saying how shouldn't i just follow my heart. i must think of Allah first. I thought i always do. Maybe it didn't enough to calm me down. Maybe my thought that time was still in doubt. Alhamdulillah, now i'm a lil' bit ok. Maybe my mind now is still in the state of "jiwa kacau", but i'll be find.. Alhamdulillah, for giving me such a great and understanding sister..
^_^...