Wonderful Moment again..

Hahaha.. I met them again. Only this time, only three of us. Me, Ain, and Fea. Ya Allah, how much I love them. They came to my place at Gombak on November 1st, 2008.

I took them at K.L Central in very late in the evening of that day, around 7pm. I was really tired and exhausted. Not to mention how starving I am, because I have to wait for hours for a bus, and then take monorel from Titiwangsa to K.L Central. What a day...but all this feelings vanished when I saw my dearest Ain and Fea there. Then I took them to my house at Gombak. We took the same transportation. Monorel and bus..again...aiyyaa...

Ya Allah..I am so glad Allah gives me these wonderful friends. Alhamdulillah..

I really don't belive this. Ain and Fea, in my house, at Gombak...??!! Hahaha.. Yeah..!

I really took advantage on their visit here. When I was still studying in P.D, I was so a little girl whenever I'm with Ain. And now she's with me here.. so...Hehehe..

The next day, November 2nd, 2008, we went to Klang, Midvalley. We took KTM from Sentul Timur, and went to Midvalley. . but before that, we have to change the tren at Putra first, then we went straight to Midvalley. It's just on our way to Seremban.

See how happy we were together.

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What a Wonderful Moment..

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah, my life is getting better now. Like I'm the one and only lucky girl in this world. Me and my love went for a date for thye first time on October 12, 2008. We went to Port Dickson, Negeri Sembilan. We were studying here in Port Dickson a year ago, but we were never know each other. After I quit studying there, and he also, we get to know each other months later. The story behind our love story on how we knew each other is so sweet for me. I will never ever forget about this. After a few months we declared, we met for the first time, here in Port Dickson. I brought him met my very dear friends, Ain and Fea. See our precious moments here..!

First, we went to lunch in a Mamak Restaurant. Then we went to Teluk Kemang, but only for a few minutes. Here, Ain and Fea showed me my ex-boy, alone with a girl. I know that damn f*****g girl. She's the reason of all the things happen. But it's alright. It doesnt matter anymore. If that damn f******g girl didn't did all this, maybe I will not ever found this great and wonderful man who is really awsome. Nobody can take his place (I love u Zarul.. Muaahhxx..!!). Ok, next..!!

After that, we find another place, where this place is more relaxing, and happy, the BLUE LAGOON..!! Hahaha.. What a wonderful place. But I have no pictures for blue lagoon, except our pictures together. what to do...

Hmm..Let's see how happy we are here.. Hehehe..

Then, we went to Pantai Purnama. Wow...what a B-E-A-Utiful place..! This was zarul's idea. Not bad.. hmm.. hehehe..

Happy eit..?? hehehe..That's us..!!!! Ambam, Ambing, Abang, Ayang.. Hehehe...

We spent our time from lunch until late evening. After send Ain and Fea at their hostel, Zarul send me to KTM Seremban. I went home at Gombak, the place where I studying now. And I start another usual day, till now. We don't know when we will being like this again. Insyaallah, we will....

Happiness finally arrived...

Hi.. It's been a long time since I wrote in this column.

Remember, how crazy I am when i'd falling in love with that G_ _ _ _A_ _ _ _ ?

and how sick, hurt and mad I am for a long time just because crazy for a silly love?

and how did I made a swear, that that boy, would not get me and my love again, forever, because I wants to give my love to someone else who is really want me, and need me.

Well, I have it now..!! ^_^

Hahaha.. Finally, the happiness arrived. I have someone, the one that own me, the one I needed the most. I am his, and he is mine. Alhamdulillah, lots of thankful to Allah, the Most Merciful, the Most Graceful. Only Allah is the Almighty.

Change the world

Best oldies song i love..!! ^_^

Change the world, Eric Clapton

If I can reach the stars,
Pull one down for you,
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth:
That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems.
But for now I find
Its only in my dreams.
And I can change the world,
I will be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
And if I could be king,
Even for a day,
Id take you as my queen;
Id have it no other way.
And our love would rule
This kingdom we had made.
Till then I'd be a fool,
Wishing for the day...
That I can change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.
I could change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

Alhamdulillah..

Hmm.. Lately, my mood is so relaxing. Happy.. and easy..
^_^.. alhamdulillah.. Hmm.. This morning, my lovely sister, Ain, sent me a msg. I don't know how, but it seems like she knows what had happen to me, and she knows what to do. She only sent me this msg.

"Bila engkau memandang segalanya dari tuhanmu, yg menjadikan segalanya, yg menimpakan ujian, yg menjadikan hatimu sakit, yg mbuatkan keinginanmu terhalang dan menyusahkan hidupmu..
Pasti akan damailah hatimu krn bukan Allah sengaja mentakdirkan sesuatu itu dgn sia-sia..
Bukan Allah tidak tahu betapa deritanya hidupmu dan retaknya hatimu..
Tapi mungkin itulah yg Dia mahukan kerana dia tahu, hati sebegitulah lebih lunak dan mudah untuk dekat dan akrab denganNya.."


Hmm.. I just smile after i got the msg. U know what? My heart feels so easy, happy, and something that i cant really say about it. but i know i love that feeling. I reply her back, saying thank u for the msg. I know how she understands me so much. and she reply me back, saying how shouldn't i just follow my heart. i must think of Allah first. I thought i always do. Maybe it didn't enough to calm me down. Maybe my thought that time was still in doubt. Alhamdulillah, now i'm a lil' bit ok. Maybe my mind now is still in the state of "jiwa kacau", but i'll be find.. Alhamdulillah, for giving me such a great and understanding sister..
^_^...

I miss us..

Look at us..
And the life that we made..
Oh, darlin I wouldn't trade a single thing..
Still in love, But I can't help dream about yesterday..
Oh yesterday..
I miss Sunday mornings free and easy..
Lazy days and endless evenings..
I really thought somehow..
That I'd be over it by now..
And I miss lying in your arms till morning..
With nothing on our minds but making love..
Baby most of all I miss us..
Like a child, I know it is selfish to say but sometimes I want you all to myself..
For a while, Couldn't we go back and play in yesterday..
Oh yesterday..
Walking on the beach alone together..
Sunsets that would last forever..
No where else to be..
Side by side just you and me..
And I miss lying in your arms til morning..
With nothing on our minds but making love..
Baby most of all I miss us..
All that we have lost..
Has all come back as love..
I know thats what family is about..
Still I miss Sunday mornings free and easy..
Lazy days and endless evenings..
I know we'll survive, But it is eating me alive..
And I miss lying in your arms till morning..
With nothing on our minds but making love..
I can't hold it back another minute..
I'm embrassed to admit it..
But I still want to be your everything..
I know all that life has given us is way more than enough,
But darlin' I can't help myself
I just love you too much
Baby most of all
I miss us...

Well, I really wanted to give this song to someone, and hopefully that person would meant it to me too.. But, what can I do..I have no body..^_^.. It's alright.. I just love the lyrics..and the song is so wonderful..so touching..U should hear it.! Kenny Loggins, I miss us.. =D

I shouldn't be like this...

I shouldn't be like this.. This are fated. Allah is trying me, whether i am a good slave of Him or not. These are my destiny, and i must do my best to get blessing from Him....