July 2nd, 2008

Today, i went to my ex-highschool. Lots of things have changed since i left the school. The environment, the mural on the wall, and the people (definitely!). I saw my sister, playing with her friends. They played volleyball, a game that is quite tough for me. Suddenly, i remember, how me and my friends playing games some time ago. The different is, we played soccer. Not so seriously. We were just playing, making fun of ourselves. But we do have our own position.

We played in the eve, after school time, around 5 or 6 pm. In a week, I can say, every eve me and my friends will hang out at the school. We were not like other spoil brat student who went hang out with friends watching movies or sip tea and ate cakes at Delifrance, or take Mcdonalds as their lunch instead of heavy meal. We rather ate nuggets and drink milo 50 cent a packet, sat with friends at the side of school field, and watch our friends play sports. Some of them take soccer, volleyball, fast track or silat. We chattering all the time, and sometimes, we did our homework together. That were what I did along 5 years my highschool time. I really missed that gold moment in my life.

Now I am a college student who wake up at 6a.m for Subuh prayer, get ready to go for classes, until late in the eve. I have never had a great time like I used to when I was in highschool. This is one of my reason why do I don't like being an adult. Too much responsibilities, and too much things to think. What a tired life. When will this over? When will I get the chance to be happy with my friends like we used to?

Along, abg yong, Fazrin, Kamini, Fareed, Uda, Chan, Shamir, and my friends who always with me when we were hang out in the eve at school.. I really missed you guys. Nobody can replace all of you. I want to all of you know that, my life isn't happy like we used to. I need you guys back in my life...