Change the world

Best oldies song i love..!! ^_^

Change the world, Eric Clapton

If I can reach the stars,
Pull one down for you,
Shine it on my heart
So you could see the truth:
That this love I have inside
Is everything it seems.
But for now I find
Its only in my dreams.
And I can change the world,
I will be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
And if I could be king,
Even for a day,
Id take you as my queen;
Id have it no other way.
And our love would rule
This kingdom we had made.
Till then I'd be a fool,
Wishing for the day...
That I can change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.
I could change the world,
I would be the sunlight in your universe.
You would think my love was really something good,
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.
Baby if I could change the world.

Alhamdulillah..

Hmm.. Lately, my mood is so relaxing. Happy.. and easy..
^_^.. alhamdulillah.. Hmm.. This morning, my lovely sister, Ain, sent me a msg. I don't know how, but it seems like she knows what had happen to me, and she knows what to do. She only sent me this msg.

"Bila engkau memandang segalanya dari tuhanmu, yg menjadikan segalanya, yg menimpakan ujian, yg menjadikan hatimu sakit, yg mbuatkan keinginanmu terhalang dan menyusahkan hidupmu..
Pasti akan damailah hatimu krn bukan Allah sengaja mentakdirkan sesuatu itu dgn sia-sia..
Bukan Allah tidak tahu betapa deritanya hidupmu dan retaknya hatimu..
Tapi mungkin itulah yg Dia mahukan kerana dia tahu, hati sebegitulah lebih lunak dan mudah untuk dekat dan akrab denganNya.."


Hmm.. I just smile after i got the msg. U know what? My heart feels so easy, happy, and something that i cant really say about it. but i know i love that feeling. I reply her back, saying thank u for the msg. I know how she understands me so much. and she reply me back, saying how shouldn't i just follow my heart. i must think of Allah first. I thought i always do. Maybe it didn't enough to calm me down. Maybe my thought that time was still in doubt. Alhamdulillah, now i'm a lil' bit ok. Maybe my mind now is still in the state of "jiwa kacau", but i'll be find.. Alhamdulillah, for giving me such a great and understanding sister..
^_^...

I miss us..

Look at us..
And the life that we made..
Oh, darlin I wouldn't trade a single thing..
Still in love, But I can't help dream about yesterday..
Oh yesterday..
I miss Sunday mornings free and easy..
Lazy days and endless evenings..
I really thought somehow..
That I'd be over it by now..
And I miss lying in your arms till morning..
With nothing on our minds but making love..
Baby most of all I miss us..
Like a child, I know it is selfish to say but sometimes I want you all to myself..
For a while, Couldn't we go back and play in yesterday..
Oh yesterday..
Walking on the beach alone together..
Sunsets that would last forever..
No where else to be..
Side by side just you and me..
And I miss lying in your arms til morning..
With nothing on our minds but making love..
Baby most of all I miss us..
All that we have lost..
Has all come back as love..
I know thats what family is about..
Still I miss Sunday mornings free and easy..
Lazy days and endless evenings..
I know we'll survive, But it is eating me alive..
And I miss lying in your arms till morning..
With nothing on our minds but making love..
I can't hold it back another minute..
I'm embrassed to admit it..
But I still want to be your everything..
I know all that life has given us is way more than enough,
But darlin' I can't help myself
I just love you too much
Baby most of all
I miss us...

Well, I really wanted to give this song to someone, and hopefully that person would meant it to me too.. But, what can I do..I have no body..^_^.. It's alright.. I just love the lyrics..and the song is so wonderful..so touching..U should hear it.! Kenny Loggins, I miss us.. =D

I shouldn't be like this...

I shouldn't be like this.. This are fated. Allah is trying me, whether i am a good slave of Him or not. These are my destiny, and i must do my best to get blessing from Him....

I think i've lost my mind...

Hmm.. It's been 4 weeks since me and him being 'cold' and silent.. We've talked sometimes, but the way talked was just like we we've been known only a month.. Ya Allah.. Please, give me your strength to fight this feelings..I am really not strong like i used to. Ya Allah, the Greatest of All..

Day by day, i've been alone, i'm trying to run away from this painful situation.. but it's so hard to do.. All the time, everything i do, i just kept thingking of him.. Only his name, his face, his voice playing around in my mind.. This is so..... i don't know what else i can say about my feeling.. it's just so hard to breath..so painful..I don't know until when i can hold on like this.. but i wish i can be strong someday, until forever.. Until i find someone, who needed my love.. who is i know, needed my love, and i need his to..

This is not truly me, but i just really don't know how long i can hold on.. I hope, with this, in writing my feelings here, I will chill a little, and try to hold on..

Love Sucks..!!

I don't what's going on with me now. I thought, I can rely on him !. I want him to help me to control myself. I want to be happy and cheerful like I used to. But he didn't give a damn care or help to me! It's not like, I want him to pay back all my kindness to him. I just want someone, who I've trusted for a long time, help, guide me to my past. I know we all suppose to move forward. But why should I move forward if that move will make me more suffer and sad? I've been crying everyday, sometimes in day, and always wheh at night. I don't think I can hold on any longer. Maybe, he want to see me dying in suffer, so that he can be satisfied. He always told me, he do all these things because he wants to revenge. I have to feel all the sadness. I must feel what he had always felt. Maybe, my way are to harsh for u. But I had say these to u long time ago right? Shouldn't u always alert and be ready. Besides, I let u know about these things slowly. One by one. Didn't u understand? Why? Why is it so hard for u to understand me? I always give my very best to understands u. I did gave u all my heart, my soul, my life, my feeling for u, and gave all these thing to understands u, so that u won't feel bad. But when it comes to me, I AM RELYING ON U..! I WANT U..!! I NEEDED U..! but u just seems can't to know and understands me.

My dear GreenA_ _ _E,

I have told u thousands of times about me, about u, and about us. The more I want to get away from u, the more love for u comes in me. but, u will not get my love for u. I'm gonna save it, forever, because I am not strong anymore to be hurt. I can't stand anymore my love. This is the end. Of course, I will pray for your happiness out there, I love u. That's why. But u will never understands me. I will never be yours again. So long my dear.....

Assalamualaikum......

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